Track: Scars... (Papa Roach)
Time: 2107hrs.
Quote: A relationship is like sand in the hand, held too tightly and it'll slip right through. Held too loosely, it'll be blown away by the wind; thus live it in moderation.
[ dilemma ]
It's a problem since back then. Since as long as I can remember. Since as long as I have never forgotten. Since as long as my memory has existed...
Jealousy is a way of showing I care for the person. But I know it has pushed me to extreme limits, which even I extremely abhor. I need to find a way to curb this. So far, I have extended the patience of my jealousy tolerance... The question is, is my breaking point soon to come? And if so, what about in the near future, when more obstacles come?
I totally hate the feeling of insecurity. I believe the strong feeling is in an attempt to protect my heart from getting hurt again, and as I have mentioned before, once is enough.
I really wish this was never a problem, I keep telling myself to be open, patient, honest, and trusting. And I know I keep trying to improve myself; it's in an attempt to boost my own self-esteem. I do not want to be affected by circumstances.
I will keep trying. I will. I want to. This is just another challenge. This is another opportunity to grow. I will face it head on, and overcome it. ((=
~please be with me through this~
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[*]Ariff
[*]Byron
[*]Celestine
[*]Cik Liza
[*]Clarence
[*]Connie
[*]Fahmi
[*]Farhan
[*]Germaine
[*]Geil
[*]Isna Elyana
[*]Jacqueline
[*]Janet
[*]Jasmine
[*]Jie Shi
[*]Jocelyn
[*]Kenneth
[*]Khairu
[*]Khalisah
[*]Levin
[*]Marilyn
[*]Maurice
[*]Melissa
[*]Mr Tong
[*]NazatulFadzlin
[*]Qi Yun
[*]Sakinah
[*]Sharon
[*]Shirlyn
[*]Siti Haneesah
[*]Siti Raudah
[*]Stephanie
[*]Sutrisno
[*]Syafiq
[*]Taufik
[*]Taufik & Serene
[*]Tuck Foong
[*]Vanessa
[*]Wei Quin
[*]Wei Xion
[*]Yina
[*]Yixin
[*]6th SC =)
I open my eyesSimple Plan
Untitled
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
