Track: Jangan Pisahkan... (Deddy Dores & Mayang Sari)
Time: 2036hrs...
Quote: If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever.
[ despondent ]
2 reasons.
1) leaving Tuas
2) bike prac
The first... It was only a matter of time. I took it for granted when transferred over, thinking it would last longer than expected. Furthermore, I got to see her as often as it got. To the extent I took it for granted (again). Initially I was a bit euphoric with the idea. However now, with one cycle left... I'm left to ponder what's to happen next.
Over the course of my time at Tuas, I got to mix with the newly passed out boys, as well as meet a new Sec.Com. Work was interesting, as this allowed a variety of methods and tactics learnt. This is one reliable guy and I respect his outlook to life
Back to moving off... I'm really reluctant. It means I have to re-adapt yet again, back to camp schedule.
Actually, I just can't bear to leave you....
Second, first time I'm repeating a prac more than twice. Prac 4.02. But it's ok. Then I can brush up my techniques. At the same time, work on getting my RTT cleared. It's tough, but necessary. All the foundations must be strong, I don't deny. I will keep trying nonetheless.
Target, TP in August.
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Currently feeling: despondent, disheartened
Mood meter: 3/10
~hope is almost gone, but it is not lost~
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[*]Ariff
[*]Byron
[*]Celestine
[*]Cik Liza
[*]Clarence
[*]Connie
[*]Fahmi
[*]Farhan
[*]Germaine
[*]Geil
[*]Isna Elyana
[*]Jacqueline
[*]Janet
[*]Jasmine
[*]Jie Shi
[*]Jocelyn
[*]Kenneth
[*]Khairu
[*]Khalisah
[*]Levin
[*]Marilyn
[*]Maurice
[*]Melissa
[*]Mr Tong
[*]NazatulFadzlin
[*]Qi Yun
[*]Sakinah
[*]Sharon
[*]Shirlyn
[*]Siti Haneesah
[*]Siti Raudah
[*]Stephanie
[*]Sutrisno
[*]Syafiq
[*]Taufik
[*]Taufik & Serene
[*]Tuck Foong
[*]Vanessa
[*]Wei Quin
[*]Wei Xion
[*]Yina
[*]Yixin
[*]6th SC =)
I open my eyesSimple Plan
Untitled
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
