My gawd. Best timing to be pissed. I'm at an all time low now. So so so so frustrated. A lot of pent up ones.
The duty is starting to take it's toll on me. With so much shifting and rotating, I'm going bonkers. I'm hanging in there, knowing HOPEFULLY we will pull out at the stipulated date.
Endure, you're a commissioned officer for God's sake.
I shall take this as a test upon myself.
Going out with Yina and Yun really really helps. They made me smile laugh and forget about in-camp duties in spite of the few interrupting phone calls during our outing. Thanks a lot you two. (= And yes, we shall find time to meet up more often k.
I'm looking forward to resting as and when necessary. As of after this, I need to head back to camp once my uniform is done. Settle the admin, then get sufficient rest for tomorrow.
I wanna meet up more with my friends. I'm sorry for the hectic schedule of mine. Really. I'm glad to have been able to already meet 3, Lixin, Yina and Yun despite all that. Now my soccer buddies.... And the soccer match. Have to see again and rearrange.
One Republic - Come Home.
Mood meter: 3/10
Currently feeling: drained.
~ We will either find a way, or make one ~
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[*]Ariff
[*]Byron
[*]Celestine
[*]Cik Liza
[*]Clarence
[*]Connie
[*]Fahmi
[*]Farhan
[*]Germaine
[*]Geil
[*]Isna Elyana
[*]Jacqueline
[*]Janet
[*]Jasmine
[*]Jie Shi
[*]Jocelyn
[*]Kenneth
[*]Khairu
[*]Khalisah
[*]Levin
[*]Marilyn
[*]Maurice
[*]Melissa
[*]Mr Tong
[*]NazatulFadzlin
[*]Qi Yun
[*]Sakinah
[*]Sharon
[*]Shirlyn
[*]Siti Haneesah
[*]Siti Raudah
[*]Stephanie
[*]Sutrisno
[*]Syafiq
[*]Taufik
[*]Taufik & Serene
[*]Tuck Foong
[*]Vanessa
[*]Wei Quin
[*]Wei Xion
[*]Yina
[*]Yixin
[*]6th SC =)
I open my eyesSimple Plan
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I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
