Track: Take Me Away.... (Avril Lavigne)
Time: 2015hrs...
Quote: Victory will never come to those who do not perservere, irregardless of how trecherous the journey is...
[ Cold ]
Geez.... Things have been so rough lately.... Maybe I'm going through this all-time-low period... Hai... Been trying to study.... But looking at my grades, it's so hard to self-motivate myself... Hmm... Trying to take one thing at a time..... Time doesn't permit that though.... Everyday I go to school.... Telling myself this is a new day to learn new things... The thing for me is...... Every new thing I learn.... The old thing I've learnt, as in the past chapters, will somehow fade.... The doubts I've cleared in the past will somehow surface again... Geez...
How......? God... Sometimes I think I have too much in me I'm going to burst... But when I have someone to talk to..... Nothing comes out... Is it just an empty space that seems to get bigger? Filling me from inside out....? I don't know... What is becoming of me....?
Where was that vibrant person in 2004?.... Who strived endlessly... Who put in so much effort..... Who showed significant improvement through the steps to his O-levels..... Why isn't he a stronger person for the coming A-levels...??? 6 months is screaming "NO TIME" in his face.... But will this be his downfall???
NOOO.... Why.... I feel like breaking down... Suddenly... Maybe I'll need some time....? I write down all my worries on paper.... A good break, then thrust myself forward again.... My brain sorts of feel very saturated.... VERY VERY saturated.... Studies mainly... Why can't I focus?.... And everytime I open my book.... the knowledge never resides peacefully in me....
I need to do something urgently..... But what?.... Do I need psychiatric help?.... To prevent myself from slipping away....?I cannot find a way to describe itIt's there inside; all I do is hideI wish that it would just go awayWhat would you do, you do, if you knewWhat would you doAll the pain I thought I knewAll the thoughts lead back to you Back to what was never saidBack and forth inside my headI can't handle this confusionI'm unable; come and take me awayI feel like I am all aloneAll by myself I need to get around thisMy words are cold, I don't want them to hurt youIf I show you, I don't think you'd understandCause no one understands
Mood meter: 3/10
Currently feeling: Down and out... KO.... ='(
~I can't handle this confusion~
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[*]Ariff
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[*]Celestine
[*]Cik Liza
[*]Clarence
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[*]Farhan
[*]Germaine
[*]Geil
[*]Isna Elyana
[*]Jacqueline
[*]Janet
[*]Jasmine
[*]Jie Shi
[*]Jocelyn
[*]Kenneth
[*]Khairu
[*]Khalisah
[*]Levin
[*]Marilyn
[*]Maurice
[*]Melissa
[*]Mr Tong
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[*]Qi Yun
[*]Sakinah
[*]Sharon
[*]Shirlyn
[*]Siti Haneesah
[*]Siti Raudah
[*]Stephanie
[*]Sutrisno
[*]Syafiq
[*]Taufik
[*]Taufik & Serene
[*]Tuck Foong
[*]Vanessa
[*]Wei Quin
[*]Wei Xion
[*]Yina
[*]Yixin
[*]6th SC =)
I open my eyesSimple Plan
Untitled
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
