Track: Hold On (Good Charlotte)
Time: 2135
Feelings: Coldness... But it seems to be melting away...
Quote: Even the coldest heart can be warmed...
Cold... Cold... Cold...
I wonder why my life goes up and down unknowingly... It seems like a sine curve... At peaks, I feel so high and friendly... At the lowest points, I just turn cold and shut people out... Fight back warm encouragement with cold remarks... I just did that... There is not really much feeling about this... Except... Guilt?...
Fighting fire with fire... Is that the right way?... No one actually wins at the end... The only probable outcome is both parties get badly hurt at the end of it... But is that really what I want?... Hurt people?...
I just shut out 3 people today... I cannot really tell how I am feeling about this... The obvious thing is, it is NOT extreme guilt... If I am truly cold... Why do I have friends in the first place?...
What about fighting fire with water... The smart way... People hurt me, treat them with kindness... Win them over... Is that the better way?... The SMARTER way?...
"Surging thoughts rampaged through his mind... Fight on in utter agony or end all the pain here and now..."
Peeps... If this happens to be my last entry...
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[*]Ariff
[*]Byron
[*]Celestine
[*]Cik Liza
[*]Clarence
[*]Connie
[*]Fahmi
[*]Farhan
[*]Germaine
[*]Geil
[*]Isna Elyana
[*]Jacqueline
[*]Janet
[*]Jasmine
[*]Jie Shi
[*]Jocelyn
[*]Kenneth
[*]Khairu
[*]Khalisah
[*]Levin
[*]Marilyn
[*]Maurice
[*]Melissa
[*]Mr Tong
[*]NazatulFadzlin
[*]Qi Yun
[*]Sakinah
[*]Sharon
[*]Shirlyn
[*]Siti Haneesah
[*]Siti Raudah
[*]Stephanie
[*]Sutrisno
[*]Syafiq
[*]Taufik
[*]Taufik & Serene
[*]Tuck Foong
[*]Vanessa
[*]Wei Quin
[*]Wei Xion
[*]Yina
[*]Yixin
[*]6th SC =)
I open my eyesSimple Plan
Untitled
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
