Track: Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Feelings: Confused... Upset... Hurt... At what I have ever said or done...
Why was I sent into the lives of people?... To help them?... Or be used?... This question has been stagnant in my mind for such a long time... Do I really want to be cold?... It is just so hard to answer this question... I know that I do not want to... But how to face recurring incidents?... Hurt?... Grief?... Caring for others but not for yourself... Is that a trait of the strong: because it shows the compassion... But is it also a trait of the weak: because self-welfare is one of the key factors that leads to success... Confused... Lost... I just had to let everything out in my last entry... And I think by doing so, it changed many of your views on me... To all those that I have hurt, I am truly, sincerely and so sorry... My darkest hour has arrived... And whether I can pull out of it a stronger and more mature person, I just do not know... But this is my intent... I will get out... I will survive... Whether I am alone or if there is anyone still standing there to aid me through the wounds that I will face in fighting this battle...
Sis... Mai... Mirah... LX... I am so sorry if whatever inside the previous entry has altered your mind to hate me... I deserve it I guess... Once alone... Forever alone... Through joy... Through success... Through life... Through death... Through... ... ... Eternity... (sobs)... Forgive me... Especially you Sis... You are the last person I want to lose... (sob-sob) This... Comes from the small bit of goodness that still remains in me...
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[*]Ariff
[*]Byron
[*]Celestine
[*]Cik Liza
[*]Clarence
[*]Connie
[*]Fahmi
[*]Farhan
[*]Germaine
[*]Geil
[*]Isna Elyana
[*]Jacqueline
[*]Janet
[*]Jasmine
[*]Jie Shi
[*]Jocelyn
[*]Kenneth
[*]Khairu
[*]Khalisah
[*]Levin
[*]Marilyn
[*]Maurice
[*]Melissa
[*]Mr Tong
[*]NazatulFadzlin
[*]Qi Yun
[*]Sakinah
[*]Sharon
[*]Shirlyn
[*]Siti Haneesah
[*]Siti Raudah
[*]Stephanie
[*]Sutrisno
[*]Syafiq
[*]Taufik
[*]Taufik & Serene
[*]Tuck Foong
[*]Vanessa
[*]Wei Quin
[*]Wei Xion
[*]Yina
[*]Yixin
[*]6th SC =)
I open my eyesSimple Plan
Untitled
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
