Track : Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely (Sobs, it just hurts…)
Hiya peeps… Well… It’s been a sucky day, like usual… (sigh)… I just don’t know what exactly is happening to me… However, the one thing that I do know is the possessive side of me is surfacing again… This is like a nightmare coming true… I guess none of you peeps know about this side of me… And I’d rather you guys not find out about it… It’s just so hard… I pulverized it just now, when I was faced with a situation… But I don’t know how long I can hold on anymore… It just hurts so much… What the hell is wrong with me?... Hey there… I know you can sense what I’m talking about if you’re reading this… Please bear with me for a while ok?... (sigh)…
Maybe I’ll give you a rough idea about this side of me… It controls from within… I’ll get so obsessed with someone that I’ll neglect everything else… It destroys everything… My everything… I’ve hurt a once-close friend before because of this… Now, we aren’t close any more… She just cannot accept this fact about me… I’m so sorry yar, if you still have lingers of the past coming back to haunt you… I just don’t want to hurt anyone anymore… But I think it’s going to be hard… Really hard… Because it’s re-surfacing… Re-rising… To the surface… I just need to suppress it and eradicate it completely… Before it consumes me and causes me to hurt the close friends around me… I’m so sorry… This shouldn’t have happened now… At this time… Why?... Why?... I’ve had enough of hurting… I’m trying so hard to redeem myself… So sorry… I hope you guys will not change your perception of me… Please… Losing one close friend has left a scar long enough… I don’t want another one… If you know who you are, and feel it’s only right if we stay apart for a while, (haiz)… I’m so sorry… You’re the last person I want to hurt… So I hope it won’t happen… I know you understand me… I’m so sorry… I hope I get over this quickly… (haiz)…
I can’t go on any longer… Sorry peeps… Cya…
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[*]Ariff
[*]Byron
[*]Celestine
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[*]Clarence
[*]Connie
[*]Fahmi
[*]Farhan
[*]Germaine
[*]Geil
[*]Isna Elyana
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[*]Janet
[*]Jasmine
[*]Jie Shi
[*]Jocelyn
[*]Kenneth
[*]Khairu
[*]Khalisah
[*]Levin
[*]Marilyn
[*]Maurice
[*]Melissa
[*]Mr Tong
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[*]Qi Yun
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[*]Shirlyn
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[*]Siti Raudah
[*]Stephanie
[*]Sutrisno
[*]Syafiq
[*]Taufik
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[*]Vanessa
[*]Wei Quin
[*]Wei Xion
[*]Yina
[*]Yixin
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I open my eyesSimple Plan
Untitled
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
